elizabeth, 25. buffalo flower transplanted in alaska. where is the sun? i like dinosaurs, spaceships, trees, and books.
it’s 4:30am, I’ve been up since 2:30 and can’t sleep. however I’m not that mad about it cause 1) it’s saturday so I can take a cozy afternoon nap and 2) being awake has allowed me to notice when clifford is having a bad dream so I can snug him back to normal sleep
something that makes me feel powerful is that me being the big spoon can make him fall asleep in like 10 seconds and he’s 1.5ft taller than me so I am like a backpack on him tbh. a powerful, comforting backpack.
I’ve been feeling so unattractive lately
things that bring me joy:
- books
- pancakes for dinner
- pumpkin scented candles
- oversized cozy sweaters
- warm socks with cute patterns
- when clifford hugs me in his sleep
- the smell of moss
- toads
- really neat lichens
- tending to my plants
- libraries
- chats with friends
- sending and receiving mail
- hot tea with milk and sugar
- listening to the sea
- snow on the mountains
- knowing that humpback whales exist
- teeny mushrooms
- tidepooling
- long walks with a warm drink
- knitting hats
- putting my icy feet on clifford’s warm legs
- egg sandwiches
